The Echo of Empty Rooms
Shastri was the fourth of eleven children, born into a wooden house in Grove, Guyana, that groaned under the weight of too many bodies and not enough space. Her mother, a woman perpetually hunched over a boiling pot, called her children by numbers more often than names. "Four!" she'd yell from the kitchen, and Shastri would come running, her small feet slapping against the worn linoleum, hoping that for once, her mother would say her name instead. She was not the eldest, who commanded respect by birthright. She was not the youngest, who was coddled and cooed over. She was the middle child, the invisible one, the one who set the table and washed the dishes and was thanked with a grunt, if anything at all. Her contributions of, the extra hours she spent cleaning, the money she gave from her part-time job at the pharmacy, the way she stayed up late helping her younger siblings with homework, were swallowed by the collective need of the family. They were expected. They were ...