The Follower
Karan's alarm rang at 4:47 AM. For ten years, that sound had been his promise. He would lie in the dark, listening to the Trinidadian rain hammer the zinc roof of his rented guesthouse, and he would visualize: the leather ball slapping into his gloves, the roar of a full stadium, the weight of a winner's medal around his neck. By 5:00 AM, the feeling would pass. He would roll over, check the score from last night's Caribbean Premier League match, and drift back to sleep. At thirty-four, Karan was a mid-level accounts officer at a shipping firm in Port of Spain. His body was soft, not fat, just unused. His knees cracked when he stood up from his desk. His back ached after long hours of reconciling invoices. He had not held a cricket bat in competitive play since he was seventeen, when a faster bowler had rattled his stumps and, more decisively, his confidence. But ask anyone who knew him, and they would say: "Karan? He lives for cricket." His Instagram feed was a m...