Fatima's frustration
The alarm on Fatima's phone sang the same melancholy tune it had for three years. It wasn't a song, really, just a default notification, but to her, it was the sound, just like a movie she had seen, that of Groundhog Day. She reached out and silenced it, her hand hovering for a moment in the grey pre-dawn light. Beside her, Yusuf slept soundly, one arm flung carelessly over the empty space on his side of the bed. He looked peaceful. Free. She slipped out from under the duvet, her feet finding the cold floorboards with the practiced silence of a ghost. In the next room, two-year-old Amina would be stirring soon, her soft gurgles the only thing that truly warmed the cold cavity in Fatima's chest. The day began its relentless march. Nappies. Bottles. The mushy remains of porridge scraped from Amina's chin. The pile of laundry that seemed to breathe and multiply overnight. It was a loop, a comfortable, suffocating loop. At 28, Fatima felt ancient. She had been a girl with ...