The Weight of Letting Go
Leah stood at the kitchen counter, one hand steadying a bottle of formula, the other wiping sleep from her eyes. Outside, the Caribbean sun was already scorching the tin roof of her small house in Basseterre, St. Kitts. Inside, her one-and-a-half-year-old daughter, Mali, banged a plastic spoon against her high chair tray, demanding attention with a joyful shriek. "Alright, alright, little queen," Leah murmured, smiling despite the exhaustion pulling at her bones. She had been a mother for eighteen months, and every day felt like a war between who she was and who she was determined to become. Leah's own mother, Patricia, lived just two streets over. Patricia was a woman who loved fiercely, so fiercely that her love often felt like a cage. Growing up, Leah had heard the phrase "After all I've done for you" more times than she could count. Every achievement was claimed, every failure was a personal insult, and every attempt at independence was met with tears an...