The Steps
Virgil stared at the spreadsheet, the numbers blurring into a red sea of despair. -$142,187.91. The figure seemed to pulse on his laptop screen, a digital monument to his failure. His one-man tech consultancy, "Aethelred Solutions," was a ghost town. Two months without a client. The last of his savings had been devoured by last month’s rent and a minimum payment on a credit card that was now maxed out.
The anxiety was a physical presence, a heavy, cold stone in his gut that made it hard to breathe. He’d spent the morning “working”, fiddling with his website’s font, scrolling through LinkedIn, and answering easy, non-essential emails. It was all a performance, a desperate pantomime to convince himself he was still in the game. But the truth was in the silence of his phone and the relentless red number on the screen. He was drowning, and the busywork was just treading water.
That evening, he finally broke down and called his old mentor, Maia. He expected pity or vague encouragement. Instead, after listening in silence, she delivered a verdict.
“You’re procrastinating on your life, Virgil.”
“What? Maia, I’m trying everything—”
“No,” she cut in, her voice calm but firm. “You’re doing everything except the one thing that matters. You’re rearranging the deck chairs on the Titanic. What’s the one problem, that if you solved it today, would make all the other problems feel smaller?”
The answer came to him instantly, shamefully. It wasn’t the website font. It wasn’t even the debt total itself. It was the silence. The empty inbox. The complete absence of income.
“Getting a client,” he whispered.
“Not ‘getting a client’,” Maia corrected. “That’s too vague. That’s the shadow on the cave wall. What is the one, single, specific action that leads to a client? What is the task you’re most afraid of right now?”
Virgil’s eyes drifted to a sticky note on the edge of his desk. Follow up with Anderson Corp - BIG opportunity. He’d written it three weeks ago. The lead was warm, the contact receptive, but the proposal he’d drafted felt inadequate. He was terrified of sending it, terrified of the "no," terrified of proving his own incompetence. So, he’d let it languish, the most important task becoming his greatest avoidance.
“Sending a proposal,” he admitted. “To Anderson Corp.”
“There it is,” Maia said. “That’s your dragon. Everything else is just noise. Tomorrow, you do that first. Before you check email, before you have coffee, before you even think about anything else. You slay that dragon. Everything else will feel easier once you do.”
The next morning, Virgil woke up with the stone of anxiety still in his gut. But today, he had a weapon. He opened his laptop, and with a deep breath, followed the steps his fear had been blocking.
Step 1: Clarity is King.
He didn't just open the proposal. He opened a new document and wrote at the top: "THE ONE THING: Finalize and Send Anderson Proposal." He made it the only tab open on his browser. He would not be distracted.
Step 2: Progress Over Perfection.
The old proposal was a mess, he was sure of it. Instead of trying to rewrite the whole thing, he set a timer for 45 minutes. His goal wasn't perfection; it was a "good enough" draft. He focused on the core value he could provide, stripped out the jargon, and made his ask clear.
Step 3: Execute the Single Task.
The timer went off. The proposal was better, not perfect. His heart hammered against his ribs. The voice of fear screamed that he should wait, do more research, tweak the pricing. He remembered Maia’s words: "Done is better than perfect." With a surge of will, he attached the file and hit Send.
A wave of immediate, almost nauseating relief washed over him. The stone in his gut didn't vanish, but it shrank. The dragon was slain. The outcome was out of his hands, but the action was complete.
Step 4: The Ripple Effect.
Freed from the shadow of the Anderson proposal, the rest of his day transformed. The mental energy he’d been using to avoid that task was now his to command. He followed up with two other old leads with genuine confidence. He outlined a simple marketing plan. He even managed to call his credit card company to discuss a hardship program, a call he’d been avoiding for weeks.
He was no longer a man pretending to work. He was a man building momentum. Three days later, his inbox chimed. It was the decision-maker at Anderson Corp: Virgil, thanks for the follow-up. Proposal looks great. Let's get a contract signed.
Virgil didn’t shout or leap for joy. He simply sat back in his chair, the last of the cold stone in his stomach melting away, replaced by a warm, steady glow of clarity. He had faced the one thing, and as promised, everything else had finally started to feel easier. The path forward was no longer a mystery; it was a simple, daily practice of finding the next dragon, and slaying it first.
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