A friend indeed
Savitree was a wonder woman, but only if you looked at her from the outside. She was the pillar of her community, the first to organize a meal train for a sick neighbor, the last to leave a charity gala, and the steady shoulder upon which countless friends cried. Her kindness was a fortress, and she hid securely within its walls. Inside, however, lived a different woman. A woman governed by a relentless internal critic. When she fumbled a line during a keynote speech, the crowd saw a graceful recovery. Savitree heard a voice that hissed, "Fool. You embarrassed yourself in front of everyone, again." When a project at work didn't meet her impossibly high standards, her team received praise for their effort, while she endured a silent tribunal that declared, "You should have done better. You failed." Her own hardships of dealing with exhaustion, disappointment, heartache, were treated as enemies to be defeated, not experiences to be acknowledged. Suffering was a s...