The hummingbird

 She was a fragment of emerald and amethyst, a heartbeat wrapped in feathers. To any human eye, she was pure motion: a blur of purpose, a needle stitching the fabric of the meadow together, flower to flower.


They saw the frenzy. They saw the desperate, hungry dance. They might even have pitied her, this tiny slave to an insatiable metabolism, forever on the brink of starvation.

But Amara was not hungry. She was not desperate.

She was the flow.


Her world was not one of thought, but of sensation. The sun was not a ball of gas 93 million miles away; it was the warm key that turned her engine over at dawn. The flower was not a biological organism; it was a symphony of color and a fountain of sweet, life-giving energy.


She did not search for nectar. She felt for it. The faint ultraviolet roadmap on a blossom’s petal pulled her like a magnet. The whisper of sweetness on the air current was an undeniable command. There was no debate, no hesitation, no second-guessing. There was only the perfect, balanced response to the present moment.


A gust of wind was not an obstacle to be cursed. It was a current to be ridden, a dance partner to be played against. The shadow of the hawk was not a symbol of existential dread; it was a signal to become still, to vanish into the dappled green of an oak leaf, her heartbeat slowing to a whisper until the balance of the meadow was restored.


She was never where she was. Her entire existence was a perfect, scintillating expression of here in the present.


One day, a man sat on a bench at the meadow’s edge. Amara saw the slump of his shoulders, the distant worry in his eyes that looked but did not see. He was a storm of thought, lost in the past’s regrets and the future’s fears. He was everywhere but in the sun-dappled glory of the now.


He watched her, this speck of iridescence, and for a moment, his own chattering mind stilled. He didn't see a "hummingbird." He saw a perfect, effortless dance. He saw her drink from a bloom, not with greed, but with a grace that seemed to thank the flower even as it fed her. He saw her hover, perfectly suspended in the air, a living meditation between earth and sky.


In that silent, breathless moment, he understood. She wasn't finding balance. She was balance. She had never left the center of her universe. She had no concept of having left. She was simply, utterly, present.


The thought that had been a tight knot in his chest loosened. The problems didn't vanish, but their weight did. He took a breath, deep and full, and for the first time that day, he felt the sun on his skin not as an abstract weather condition, but as a real, warm sensation.


Amara, her thirst quenched, zipped away, a shimmering arrow shot from the bow of the present moment. She left the man behind, but she had given him a silent, mind-altering sermon. The balance wasn't a destination. It was the flow. And he had just remembered how to feel it.


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